Conflux of Confusion

Hi. I find words that express me and what I'm thinking are hard to come by, so I can be a man of few words. In light of that I am a warmhearted but wrathful switch in a budding D/s relationship. I'm a goofy nerd, an angry goth, and an eccentric vampire. Some day, all my mind will be laid out on paper for the masses to read. This is me, and while it may not be me with the passage of time, this is who I am now, and who I feel confident being. What you find here may be NSFW, it's mostly just a motley collection of interests both tame and wild. I make no apologies for what you may find here, but chances are they're not too bad :) Silent Hill Favorites by John Doe on Grooveshark
forgivingtoafault:

trainingpup:

Today i got in trouble for not closing the cabinet doors after being done with them.  i have left them open countless times but Sir has started first reminding, then reprimanding, and now punishing me for doing so now that we are spending more time together.  See, the cabinet door corners are well above me but just at the right height to give Sir an awful crack to the head.   
While i spent 45 minutes in The Box for my forgetfulness, i realized that the cabinets are a smaller symptom of a lack of consideration for others.  If it is out of my reach or line of sight i have the tendency not to consider something much less how it might effect others.  i have been put in The Box before for bad behavior and it worked to adjust my attitude. i hope that it works as well this time and in the meantime i am going to work on being more conscientious of others.  Perhaps some meditation will work.  

〜とりこ

So should I get a box and put you in it when you do things you know you shouldn’t?
ruthvik88

Was thinking about one for you

forgivingtoafault:

trainingpup:

Today i got in trouble for not closing the cabinet doors after being done with them. i have left them open countless times but Sir has started first reminding, then reprimanding, and now punishing me for doing so now that we are spending more time together. See, the cabinet door corners are well above me but just at the right height to give Sir an awful crack to the head.
While i spent 45 minutes in The Box for my forgetfulness, i realized that the cabinets are a smaller symptom of a lack of consideration for others. If it is out of my reach or line of sight i have the tendency not to consider something much less how it might effect others. i have been put in The Box before for bad behavior and it worked to adjust my attitude. i hope that it works as well this time and in the meantime i am going to work on being more conscientious of others. Perhaps some meditation will work.

〜とりこ

So should I get a box and put you in it when you do things you know you shouldn’t? ruthvik88

Was thinking about one for you

trainingpup:

Today i got in trouble for not closing the cabinet doors after being done with them.  i have left them open countless times but Sir has started first reminding, then reprimanding, and now punishing me for doing so now that we are spending more time together.  See, the cabinet door corners are well above me but just at the right height to give Sir an awful crack to the head.   
While i spent 45 minutes in The Box for my forgetfulness, i realized that the cabinets are a smaller symptom of a lack of consideration for others.  If it is out of my reach or line of sight i have the tendency not to consider something much less how it might effect others.  i have been put in The Box before for bad behavior and it worked to adjust my attitude. i hope that it works as well this time and in the meantime i am going to work on being more conscientious of others.  Perhaps some meditation will work.  

〜とりこ

trainingpup:

Today i got in trouble for not closing the cabinet doors after being done with them. i have left them open countless times but Sir has started first reminding, then reprimanding, and now punishing me for doing so now that we are spending more time together. See, the cabinet door corners are well above me but just at the right height to give Sir an awful crack to the head.
While i spent 45 minutes in The Box for my forgetfulness, i realized that the cabinets are a smaller symptom of a lack of consideration for others. If it is out of my reach or line of sight i have the tendency not to consider something much less how it might effect others. i have been put in The Box before for bad behavior and it worked to adjust my attitude. i hope that it works as well this time and in the meantime i am going to work on being more conscientious of others. Perhaps some meditation will work.

〜とりこ